sometimes

sometimes, i just miss him.

and undoubtedly when he comes back,  u get into the everyday grind and let petty things get in the way of truly being grateful and honored to have found the love of your life. 

                                of course, he's a guy, and he's so not perfect,

i mean, I am,...he just lucked out that way. *hairflip*  ;)

                                                                           BUT

                                 missing him does put things in perspective.

to let the little things go, to be of like-mind about our home, family and future. 

to remember why we fell in love. 

to realize our love is deeper now, 10 yrs later.  

to miss him is to turn emails, chat messages, and "video dates" into love letters. 
to miss him is to miss laughter, cuz NO ONE makes you laugh as hard as he does.

to miss him is a chance to remember and to realize that no one could be him. 

to miss him is to know he is the reason your heart beats. 

to miss him is to realize that the little stuff doesn't matter...and it's ALL little stuff. 

to miss him is always an eye-opener that you never want to live without him.

to miss him is to turn every song you hear, every wedding you see, every love story you watch into "us".

to miss him, is to love him.


so just try for today, whether it's talking about it, or writing you feelings, let your love know WHY you love them. It softens you heart instantly as you list all the reasons for loving that individual, and it softens them as well, hearing how much and why you love them. It creates instant, warm, tangible love between the both of you and melts away all the little unnecessary tidbits that can build up and block the way for truly loving one another.  It's not always easy to do this, but please do. our heart has so much more room than we give it credit, and it can swell with so much LOVE when we let it.

be grateful.
be humble.
be sweet.
be loving.

miss you, Bewtcut.